The self centered two words that I let rule those days when I wanted the way thing used to be, to be the way things are.
Normal is a word made up in peoples head as the definition for what is comfortable to them. What they like, what they want, who they want to be.
There is no such thing as Normal with God. Or at least that’s what I feel like he’s is showing me.
God let me be in my comfort zone for a while, then he needed me somewhere else. Here. As much as I tried to ignore it, this was where I needed to be.
But God knew I needed to learn that change was good, that he uses change in the best way, and that change would be hard. I also needed to know that God used those hard change to draw me closer to him.
So as Impossible as this may seem, the change you and I go through is for a greater purpose. Time and time again it may feel like change is bringing you down, but I think God uses it to try and lift us up.
Yes there are people who I used to hang out with ALOT that I miss. Yes it was(and is) hard, and yes it will get easier.
Victoria.. . .